sweet beguiling fantasies;

Thursday, March 15, 2007

DO NOT FRATERNIZE WITH THE ENEMY!

Quite strangely, or you may perhaps call it normal,

i experienced a certain mysterious rage. Yes rage as in intense

feeling derived from enthusiasm rather than the absolute lividness.

had a surden surge or shall i say energy to conjure a literary work of

art. and yes shall i say voila! and two words: The Parisian Pot.

But there's one regret and that being a huge one. Now i feel

i should have channelled that very energy for a more constructive purpose

meaning filling the empty parchments with my desirable g-tec pilot black

pen. dear comrades, it's me at fault. I've been fraternizing with the enemy-

to my very least expectations, i've succumbed to my temptations.

and there's nothin i can do about it now save to laugh

at my vanity n mere foolishness. Even so, whenever i even try to

start writing, my efforts seem to be quite lackadaisical. it seems

as if my thoughts almost instantly switches off to another mode.

oh yes what tragedy. only wish i had a remote that can switch it back

whenever i want it to. Then again, if our brains operated like tv sets, we

would all be 'einsteins' right now. maybe not ALL cos some

will still be dim-witted like me. haha imagine doing a gp essay...switch it to BBC

mode mans!

Today, is a very significant day in the history of mankind.

Today is the day when Gauis Julius Ceasar was assassinated

in the name of vicious tyranny- march 15, 44 BC.

By the way, he's one of my favourite "rex" that ever ruled the

Roman Empire.

a clandestine affair;
9:33 PM